Thursday, July 23, 2009
{ 10:52 AM }
Dunno what happen to my previous entry. Today is a different day! Well accompanied judith to orchard to put down payment for her hp and im suppose to lend her 40 buckss as she is short of it. But im also short of cash. So decided to ask boyfie to lend first, but that caused a huge problem. Well before i start typing what initially happened, let me say what me and judith did. Well after some time me and judith had starbucks, yea and its been long since i drank mocha frap. We also tried apple crumble cheesecake. Yumm! Then we just walked around and waste time. And i was waiting for boyfie to call, and meanwhile i tried calling him but he so din answer or even reply my calls. But my motive was to know where he was and what he is doing. I dint know he was actually ignoring my calls. Till around 7 plus he text me saying that he doesnt want this relationship, well thats when my mind started thinking. Crapp. Firstly i was thinking on what wrong did i do?? Well i had no clue, coz my conscience is clear. Then i called him to sort things out and know my mistake. Well all he could tell me was that "u are high maintenance and i dun think i can be ur bf". WTF!! for everyone's info, im not high maintenance. Coz i know how to spend my money wisely. And yea after all those arguing, all he told me was he doesnt want me. My words stopped. I cried and teared like crazy. Luckily judith was there, she comforted me. thanks gurl :) Then all i could think of was jus crying. Nothing else. Soon he send me a text, saying that he wants to meet and talk to me. All i could think is, "why"?? But i still did went and meet him at outram. He drove all the way to woodlands and i din speak a word. My heart crashed so much that i din want to speak at all. Once we reached, thats when he started talking. And to my suprise he said that he loves me and want me. And all that words earlier was just out of anger. It hurted alot. Hopefully he doesnt does it again. I dun wish to haf history to repeat again. And i reached home before 1 and my mom as usual was nagging. Well tmr im gonna haf a taste of my dad's one. Gud luck to myself. :) Well nites ppl.