i did miss him kay :)
terrible misses and lovess.
wait, im not suppose to be sayin all dis despite all those i got from him. All this cnt be helped. Just one thing for super sure, he is not MINE. Now the feeling sucks big time. My life has been nothing great except failure. Sad to say for the past few days i haf been not myself. UPSET. I wanna be the old me, the gal who is always happy. This is unlike me. I cnt get over this. period! why is he lying to me all this while. do i deserve such?The only thing keepin me alive is CLUBBING. its been 3 days since i heard from him, mayb its best dat he dun call me anymore. i NEED to get over everything. Its so unfair!
Today i din go to sch, haiz cldn wake up at all. Then decided not to go, till i messaged judith to inform her abt me not coming and den she also telling me tat she is not goin either. Comin to my hse, havin breakfast den leavin to marsiling to buy jeans and from there to bugis to get my shoes. Den we were clueless as to wad to do den only we wanted to be potato couch in her place and a guy from toni&guy approach us and askin us to haf free hair cut, sadly i wasnt interested but judith was. Till we went there and had her hair done, and she hated herself becoz it became sucky. and i waited for 2 hrs. haiz was boring kay. Den from there went to her place and shared our sorrowful live stories. sobs sobs. And now here i am bloggin coz i cnt get to bed, the usual insonmia.