Crapp, its been quite a number of days since i decided to blog. Today i shall do much updates. Firstly last wednesday, our official last paper, me and judith went clubbing. much relaxed and excited. As usual we got approached by pathetic guys namely. We were least interested in any one of them. Then next morning head back home and rest the whole day at home. Thursday and friday, i met judith and chilled with her at orchard. I had my classic magnum ice cream, delicious thou. Next week onwards will literally start working. I feel so lazy and i lost touch in working. omg. Today din go anywhere, decided to stay home.

I feel so attached with him. Im so afraid at the same time if i ever get heartbroken again. I could actually feel the symptoms of my falling for him and once again getting hurt. Im well prepared but as well as im not much prepared for all this. Its so difficult. I feel so scared. I can only hope for the best and let nature take its own course. I bet im not lucky to be happy and always end up meeting the wrong person. At the same time, i cant stay at home, i feel so suffocated. Btw to judith, even thou u are not reading this, let me tell u. Dun be so affected by tat msian motherfucker. He is pointless in ur life. U deserve someone better. Stand up from the fall and believe that u can lead a better life without him. Since u cursed and swear upon him, he will get his retribution for doing this to u. Be strong gurl. And i will support u for wad u do. Trust me. I will just update pics.