Saturday, February 16, 2008
{ 2:54 AM }
Perhaps i was suppose to blog a few days back, but once again i slacked! wait, Valentine's Day just passed. hahas. was a preety interesting time. All the couples were wondering abt with flowers! gosh i love them. Sch was okay la..nth grt. Den after sch i actually went on a date! haha. i felt nervous as its been long i went for a date. Before the date, i went to meet my ex boyfren. i wanted him to be my valentine. sadly he hates me! I was glad dat atleast i cld see him. After meeting my ex, i met my date. okay my date was LATE!! half an hour late okayy! i hate latecomers. lol. He bought me a stalk of rose and a cute teddy wit a fake rose. preety laa. i was touched, not forgetting the card he got me, which represents his love for me. lols. He was in a formal attire and me..casual la bodoh! haha. We slacked at coffee bean. He bought me white musk frm body shop..ish ish..i suke la..he wanted to splurge on me. i was excited lar..den i felt bored in time, so i went to meet judith, slacked wit her till 11 and went back home. one whole day i was outside..keke.
Friday din haf sch! yipee..slept till 11. Had a bad day. Fought wit my mum. cried over many foolish things. crapp. i dun feel like talkin abt it. we are not in talking terms, im minding my own business. tak nak bual dgn my mak okayy! exams are arnd the corner. gosh i haven started studyin for my accounts. ex boyfren called me yst and we chatted till 3 am. poured out all my feelings but in the end he said he dun wan me! sobs sobs. i cried many many. but atleast now i noe tat he doesn love me anymore and i will stop clinging onto him..god help me overcome all this in life asap. i dun wan to think abt all this and suffer. gosh!! i wan to learn dat life is not simple. fuck all those fuckers outside. sorry for the vulgarities readers. im just glad dat atleast i noe dat there are ppl out there who care and love me..thanks guys!! muah! and smiles...