Sunday, January 27, 2008
{ 4:03 AM }
supposingly im bloggin todae. its been quite a number of days since i blogged. gettin simply lazy and lazier. its been a tiring day for me. went to work. haizz. was so tired and lazy laa..precisely tmr i haf to like head for sch. okay la ..dats a no choice thing. ouch below my lips is hurting. oucch! it hurts laa. i just cant wait to buy the stud so i wldn need to keep changin it. im in such a confusion u noe. like so many things running into my head.
firstly exams! hah i wonder how am i gonna pass all of them wit flyin colours. i need to focus more especially for accounts. omg! im feelin so stressed up now..somehow i need to pass all of them in order to head to poly. im not supposingly suppose to let down myself, my parents and also others who haf confidence in me..
next my personal life, im tryin to forget him aniwaes. still tryin and will be still trying. no choice.i noe he doesn love me anymore. dats for sure, bt i dun understand why am i still clingin on him for?? haizz. how i wish i can skip valentine's day. its gonna be a hatred day for me. arghh. the guy i love is not comin to me, bt the one i dun, keep comin to me. god help me laa..i will just allow fate to decide everythin for me okayy...hopefully my luck is quite good. haizz. im jus sighing all day loongg..