Friday, November 23, 2007
{ 1:17 AM }
i swear i will write about how i feel during this 15 mins. One yr ago, wen i got to noe my current boyfriend, everythin was like a bed of roses.After the one yr past, it seems like a bed of thorns. Hope u readers get wad i mean. We often, or i shld say always? We always do quarrel over petty issues. The problem with us is COMMUNICATION. This one in bold, is preety important in our lives.Due i tried to communicate, its either him doing this to spoil it.Its been a couple of months, we spoke lovingly, smsed lovingly, chatted lovingly or even went out happily. Non of these happened. All i did was envy other couples. We went out like mere STRANGERS. had nth to talk abt, no place in mind to go to or even no activities to be done together. He treats me separately. I tried many times to make things better. But wen i do things, he ignores me. I broke down many times over the phone even wen i meet him, Bt nth happens. it still the same.I dunno wether we shld carry on this relationship. COme on readers, after listenin half of the story wad do u tink i shld do?? We behave worser of than frens. Its heart breakin. I cant go fall on his legs and ask him to treat me with love. Now im just waitin for the upcomin results. Im just gonna wait for him to say things. I mean i cnt all the time break down. i haf a life and i need to carry on. I wanted to treat him on his bdae bt he ignored me. its alrite, he has the rite to choose wad he wans to do on his bdae. Afterall im NOTHIN in his eyes. We are just together for 2 yrs, but we often cant get along. I feel jealous. my frens boyfriend's send them sms sayin i love u. But i dun even get tat. How sad can it get to see all this rite in front of u wen nth is happennin towards me.i dun wan to stick with him if he wans to carry on like dis. i will just carry on wit my life. bt nw i wan a answer to all tis. im sick and tired. pls understand. how long has it been i blogged abt our happy love life. all the time i blog abt how sad am i? i dun need tis kay. TO ALL GUYS, PLS GET RID OF UR EGO,IF NOT U WILL NVR BE HAPPY IN LIFE. thanks.