Wednesday, October 17, 2007
{ 8:09 AM }
Its been two days since i started sch back again. lol. like its so tiring. plus new modules. arghh so stress. accounts was tedious man!! hopefully i can survive. sadly to say, Mrs Yu is our accounts teacher AGAIN!! omg. how i wish its not her. haiz.must try harder this time round. timetable is quite good tis time round. its like good la. haha.today met boyfie after sch, din actually had lunch together. drank my ice mocha, yummy. sorry boyfie. den he send me back home in a long bus ride. so funn. managed to spend lots of time wit him.
he seems to like say we got nth much to talk abt.. hmm i dunno how far its true thou. i mean ya at times we dun. but we do talk some crapp all the time. im like sorta getting broke now. paying for so much of stuffs. arghh!! there comes the sch fees and etc.!how sickening can that get. yesterdae worked sucked to the core. i din screw things up. bt many things was out of my favour. i got so stressed up dat i almost cried. but i controlled my tear even thou the tear was at the brink of my eyelids. thanks god for giving me the strength to control things. as for now im just gonna leave many bad memories behind. let me just start afresh with work and sch. at tat point of time i just felt like quiting on my job. becoming a runner(the person whom sends the food), was literally crazy. it was so busy yesterdae, dat i had no time to even breathe. i was sending the food until i got so fucked up due to my colleagues whom kept taking the wrong orders. like im the one whose getting all the scolding from that stupid chef. i dun deserve the scolding man!! i was wonderin, why did i haf to be a runner yesterdae. so sway!! such a luck!!! but my manager was kind of understanding. she actually cheered me up. thanks mam doris. i felt much better after dat. sometimes things can get really messy. Workin life is nvr easy.
we must love ourself, in order for others to love us.
