Do i actually deserve all this.? its crap man! men can be egoist actually.the whole day of today i kept contacting him bt he din bother. wadeva! sometimes it jus strikes me dat he cnt be bothered. am i invisible to him? i guess i am.i jus wanted to spend equally time wit him. hah. i tink i better get on wit my life. the word i love u is suppose to be meant sincerely. bt todae he jus told me those words coz i asked him a Q. im so upset. he will nvr miss me. i noe! i keep lying to myself as he will love me.he can nvr la. get over it. judith is helpin me bt im jus literally so in love wit him. its 11.20pm, yet to hear frm him. im hopeless. i dun wish to be unhappy. HAIRUN GET OVER IT WILL U????
okie todae was a super long day. i was out dat i came home at 9pm only. haha. wanted to be wit him bt ended up wit my frens. haha was fun wit them thou. lol.yea and the interestin part was Suba, we actually was given some pastries and one of dem was pandan cake. and she called it a panda cake.lol..super funny. check her pics out..hehe.