me and shaf. Happy National day

Im bored simply at homess.
First of all let me wish Sg, HAPPY 42ND BDAE. A yr older means a yr wiser. How sweet can i get. Practically i did din go anywhere todae. Was jus stayin at home and catchin up NDP Show and Godfather. It was fun thou. Wanted to meet boyfie, but he was like NO..ok fine. no comments. Even thou things are a bit better now, it still shows dat there is a gap in between. Its all up to him to close the gap. Sometimes i dont understand him, he tries to be nice for a while den he pretends nth happened. How much more shld i understand?
Wanted to post some pics yst. Took in sch.I will post in todae den. I jus cnt wait to get my feet off tmr to sch. Its boring la. I need some time to go out and enjoy. Its been preety long eva since me and boyfie enjoyed the day out. But wad am i suppose to say? He doesnt wan to make the first motive. He expects me to ask me out thou. But i haf a deep down feeling dat somethin is goin wrong wit boyfie. I mean like wads up. One minute he wans the other minute he doesn. Come on, I guess its enuff. I shall blog tmr if im free. I wanna club. Hopefully she prints it out. Haha.
I still do love u thou, Hate me if u feel im good enuff to be hated on.
:))