Friday, April 20, 2007
{ 5:37 AM }
its time to say gd bye to some ppl. bt it always happens wen the gd bye doesnt reach the other party. after so long he still doesn understand. today the whole day sucked. bt i still tried to survive the day. i dun like today. i did many things for him. today sch ended at 12. waited for jaci till 1. den we wen to J8. bt she cnt stay long wit me. so i ended up bein alone after dat. den dis guy mervin..haha he was funny. bt noisy. i wldn even consider havin him as my bf. wanted to meet him asap. eventually i did. i guess he wasnt even happy to go to amk. bt wen i ask him he seems okie wit it. I DUN UNDERSTAND U AT ALL. i had many plans for todae. bt everythin wen down the drain. he doesn even noe dat im feelin sick and tired for wad all he does. bt i jus bare them in mind. i din eat since mornin jus b coz i wanted to eat wit him. and in the end. we din even eat. he expects me to eat, jus because i wanted. not he wanted. waitin for 3 hours for him..this is wad i gt in return. super upset. im jus goin to leave him aside. never did i felt dat i was a part of him. wads the pt of havin a bf?? wen he doesn even noe hw u feelin. i hav a feelin dat he is nt my rite one. i felt super sad. if he din wan to eat, might as well, i haf it wit my frens. once again u lied, no money..come on u jus din wan to eat at Mac. dun lie to me. it was obvious. i hate u. bye!!
